Things are swaying gently in my life at the moment. I'm in a foggy haze where nothing seems bright or vivid. Just dull. Lifeless. I reconnected with some people I never thought I would. I'm a bit hesitant as thoughts of them only seem to make me sad and cautious. It feels better than blind hatred though. My weight is steadily dropping. *sigh* I suppose ana will always be present in my life whether I like it or not. It's not that I feel I need to loose weight, as I'm a size 6 at my high weight. I just always fall back into it. Mostly when I need to feel like I'm in control of something... anything. God this is a depressing entry. I don't really give my deviant art to people I see everyday so this is more like I'm talking to myself. Otherwise I'd have to hear their bullshit lectures or constant "are you ok" 's
I really enjoyed dressing up like a lil' viccy boy today. I've always enjoyed being androgynous.